Susan's Story

I have always loved the Being in me, but not so much the human.

I suspect that's true of many people who feel the pull of Spirit—the longing for a wholeness they can't explain to anyone who hasn't felt it.

We often create very difficult childhoods filled with trauma, abuse, rejection, and abandonment, wounds that must be healed to allow our Souls to radiate through us. As a result, we may not much like our human selves. We may think something is lacking in us, something that other people have that makes their lives so much easier.

We often carry a subconscious belief that we're here to sacrifice ourselves to care for others, or for humanity as a whole.

That's a tremendous burden. When we heal these wounds, we discover that our own well-being is our only responsibility. We care for our children, parents, or partners when they need it, but we can't actually make them happy. We can't create their lives for them—only they can.

First, we need to create a life that supports our happiness, abundance, love, and joy. Then, when our cup overflows, we can share with others.

My Beginning

I was born into a Mennonite family where religion was fundamental to our lives, but in the shadows of conformity, sexual abuse thrived. I was raised by men who were pedophiles and women who were terrified of them, in a time when no one believed that such abuses existed.

I escaped at 18 by going to college and marrying. I was left with PTSD and chronic depression, and spent decades recovering through therapy and healing modalities of all kinds, diving deep into my inner self, looking for a way past the pain.

Eventually, I learned to love myself, forgive myself for times I acted out of unconscious needs rather than conscious choice, and release the guilt and shame I inherited from my ancestors.

The Gifts of the Process

As I sought healing, I developed my gift for transmitting the energy of Source for healing and guidance.

First, I used that gift for myself. I recovered from PTSD and later from the depression that had plagued my life.

I found and freed myself from unconscious beliefs that had kept me from knowing I had inherent value and the absolute right to create a life that made me happy. I took down the walls I had built to protect myself from other human beings and discovered that I could love my human self and life on Earth with others. I no longer needed to escape. I could participate in life with joy.

Now I channel the Light of Source, guided by the True Self of each client, to help them heal, transmute their pain and fear, and receive guidance for their unique paths.

If I can emerge from the darkness, so can you. If you want my help, I'm here.

Susan with her beloved dogs, Alma and Zorra.

Photo by Gabriel Itzcovichs.